i <3 you

ill never break your heart again leon. i promise.

2005-11-11T17:25:00.000+08:00

hey hey :D
my baby is having his golf training right now..
im playing mind sweeper flags with my gay pard/
she is so gay
like me
>:D hehe

i love leon i love leon

2005-10-26T01:11:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeeehooooooooooooo
helloo baby!
its like 1 am & you are in dreamland now
:D
im so happy you had sore eye & had t come home today
hehehe, im sound so mean
but, at least i saw you today!
mwuah.

anyway, today
i didnt go t school
slacked at homeeeeee
had piano then went t the GYM.
omgomg.
i was like so intimidated by the people there la.
they all so pro like that
anyway, i was soooooooooo bored
so i cab down t the gym
yay!!
after that, ate at star bucks. so yummy :D :D
then mummy came & sent me t leon's house.
play play play
then byeeee leonnnnnnnnn
I LOVE YOU.

this entry is dedicated t you
so gay i know.
but yeah, i was suppose t write an entry like how fucking long ago.
hehehehehehehheehhehe
i love you

2005-09-04T11:10:00.000+08:00

baby i love you and ill never let you go
but if i have to, girl, i think you should know
all the love we made
will never be erased
and i promise you will never be replaced
i love you
yes i do
ill be with you as long as you want me to
until the end of time.
from the day i met you
i knew we would be together
and now i know i want to be with you forever.
theres never been a doubt in my mind
that i regret ever having you by my side
but if a day comes that i have to let you go
i think theres some thing i should let you know
everyday, that i spent with you
and ill miss you because im happy that i had you at all
baby i love you and ill never let you go
but if i have to to, girl, i think you should know
all the love we made
will never be erased
and i promise you that you will never be replaced.

2005-08-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

hey. i havent updated in a long long time. so i felt like updating. ;D

well, today i had my competition thing at sicc in the morning. gosh wasnt it HOT HOT HOT. the sun was so sunny today. haha. yeah, took me 6hours to finish.

after that i went to meet my baby. she came in a taxi. i hopped in and we went to my house to eat lunch. then we slacked abit then headed for that immigration place to make her IC. it was quite fast actually. the taxi ride there took longer. we finished in about 10mins. then we took a cab back to my place again. we SLACKED again. nothing to do. just talked and stuff. spend QUALITY TIME together la. haha. then she went home at about 730pm. ;(

oh oh oh.!

tomorrow is our 2nd MONTH ANNIVERSARY.

i love you baby.!!!
this two months have been the greatest two months of my life.
i couldnt ask for anything more.
and baby, you're all ill ever need.

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you.

No one told me, I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

And life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin'
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers, on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Knew there was somebody somewhere
I need love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing is going to tear us apart

I <3 you baby//

SO SO MUCH. :]

#2nd month, and forever to come%

PON DE REPLAY

2005-08-13T17:27:00.000+08:00

leo:
iloveleon :D

this blog is like sooo stagnant. got to give it some life & cause ive been updating my entries on my own blog. so yeahh. leon is playing his tournament nowww. then he'll be coming over >.<

okay, last night i went out for dinner with LEON, LEON'S MOMMIE, MY MOMMIE & MY brother -.-'' at raffles town club. leon asked me what kind of dinner i wanted. either western, chinese or jap. i was like JAPANESE. i think the restaurant is called mayibi? i have no idea. when we reached there. leon & his mum was already seated. the way we had to sit, was like on the floor kind of thing. so when i saw them sitting that way. i was like :X how can we kneel the whole dinner through? but then i realised there was a hole under the table for your legs. it was cool. i sat opposite leon. & he kept kicking me. so i kicked him & his dirty socks back. my brother was like an extra neh neh. hahahah. anyway, the sushi was excellent. & like one bloody slice of sashimi cost $4 :

im ready for ya, come let me show ya
you want to groove, ima show you how to move.

2005-08-06T07:16:00.000+08:00

Pisces -
Your Love ProfileYour positive traits:You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring.Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your parnter has ever met.You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with.Your negative traits:You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood.It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should.You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest.Your ideal partner: Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreamsIs a total romantic, with an artistic or creative sideLoves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique waysYour dating style: Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners.Your seduction style: Fearless - you try what your parnter suggests, no matter how unusual. Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary.Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head.Tips for the future: Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen.Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love.Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want may not be the one..

2005-08-03T18:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY.

YOURE SAME AGE AS ME NOW.
((:

HOPE WE CAN CELEBRATE OUR BIRTHDAYS FOR MANY MANY MANY MANY YEARS TO COME.

I LOVE YOU.!

-Mwuah.! x10000000000000.

i wanna be with you forever//

2005-07-25T00:16:00.000+08:00

CUT MY HAIR >:X
i was so scared that leon will be like )= when he saw me.
but he wasnt :D :D
HAHHAAHHA.
ILOVEYOU*SWEETIEBABYLEON.
<3

-samantha

2005-07-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

i miss leon so so much!!!! okay. today is only monday. theres still tuesday, wed, omg thurs then fri >:( >:( >:( >:( stupid days. anyway. i went to LEON'S house on sunday :D :D <3>

leon made me cry. nah i was just joking. he didnt. he was comforting me :D i cried for no reason. i felt emotional. yes yes thats the right word. i couldnt stop crying. and i was so embarrassed that i rushed to the toilet to hide. HAHAHAHAH. im so lame. leon was like, don't cry anymore. and i was like, 'im not im not'. the tears will stop for 2 seconds, then continue for another 2 mins.

SHI MIN loves KEE HAN.!!!!!!!

can't imagine life without your love

YOU.

2005-07-10T11:16:00.000+08:00

okay this is a continuation from my blog.

ya ya ya.. leon slept over on friday.. blah blah. leon insisted that he woke up 1/2 an hour before me. i don't think sooo. hehe. oh wells. at 1 cabed to cine. queued up for suki sushi. which took forever. leon orderd so much -faints. and he couldnt finish it in the end. then linnnnn came :) havent seen her for how long pls. I miss HER. after ailin, nick chia came. and they were wondering if once a couple broke up and got back together, should it start as its the 1st day or where it ended of from. hehehe :D anyway. yep, leon and i were so shocked when linn told us that she is back with jeric. <33 ((: ((: <333

after lunch we bought tickets for fantastic 4. bought for jeric too. then went over to heeren. met up with jeric, soon leng, vic, and kea. jeric, linn, leon and i went to take neoss :D :D walked around HMV. then went over to cine for the movie.

after the movie both of us cabed to raffles town club for dinner with leon's parents, natlim, her mum, and ya other people. haha. was wearing the same skirt as nat. the dinner was okay. as usual leon had HAD to play ARCADE >:( leon came home with me. then he went back.

ILOVEYOU.!

2005-07-10T11:15:00.000+08:00

baby; i cant help but fall into your arms

2005-07-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

oogly boogly boogly.!

friday- i went samanthas house after school. STAY OVER. :] left my clothes there, then my parents fetched us to LAM's house for a party thing. so fun so fun. alysia and violet and their friends came. i like the LAKSA. haha. yeah. we stayed in the play house thing. we just sat and talked and played ps2 and pool. so fun so fun. then headed for samanthas house. ahemrestlessahem :]]

saturday- we woke up at 12. then we had lunch. we went to orchard at about 4. DOME. gabriel played dome. so boring. me and sam left him there. we went to meridian to meet everyone else. half of them were playing lan and half of them were eating downstairs. yuppyupp. then we went to cine at 7 to watch war of the worlds. very very nice. but the ending, very very horrible. after that, we took...... NEOPRINTS.!! haha. so gay. we took 3 times. $30. -0-! haha. obsession la. then we went back to her house to cut the neo's. haha. then i went home//

today- i had training from 10-5. SO LONG. i nearly died. DIED. yeah. but i rushed home. zoom zoom zoom. ya la. then zoom zoom zoom and by 6 i was at samanthas house. we watched artificial intellgence in her house. quite a nice show. abit saddening. yupp. then we played pretend in her room. her bed was our house. and gabriel was our neighbour who stayed on the floor. the bolster was the lawn mower. and the dog soft toys were the,.. ya dogs. gabriel was so gay. he took it so seriously. hahaha.!

baby i JUST wanna tell YOU
you DONT have to WORRY
my LOVE for you is FOR CERTAIN
it will NEVER go away
it will FOREVER remain
this i PROMISE you
as long as i LIVE
because baby
your my EVERYTHING

ILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU*

2005-06-29T12:14:00.000+08:00

SAMANTHA LOVES LEON<

He's just a boy
And Im just a girl
Can I make it any more obvious
We are in love
Haven't you heard
How we rock each others world :D :D :D

LEON LOVES SAMANTHA<

2005-06-26T23:58:00.000+08:00

heyy heyy!

yesyes.

friday-
i went to samanthas house straight after school. yesyes we got ready and went to watch alot like love at cine. ariel bought tickets for us. and she rushed us like crazy. yeah so i had to rush to wisma to collect the tickets from her. then we walked to cine. caught the 720pm show. after the show we walked around but got nothing to do. so we went to cyberdome to meet GABRIEL. haha. he was playing dota. -0-! yeah we got bored so we took a cab back to her place. yeah we showered, blahblah. then we wanted to eat pizza. but we called 4mins late. it closed at 11pm. we called at 1104pm. SIGH. so anyway, we were still hungry. so we went to the kitchen to look for something to eat. all we could find was, MAGGIE noodles. we didnt really know how to cook. so her mum offered to cook for us. but she was obsessed with a television show. so she boiled the water and never came back. haha. so yeah, cooking master boy(me) went to cook. haha. yesyes it was successful. we ate then went back to her room to watch SHUTTER. but we were so scared. was about midnight already. yaya. so we watched dunno what virgin suicide show. which was so silly. so we just decided to go to bed. but we didnt really sleep until 3++am . haha. go figure what we did in between.(NOTHING SICK LA)

today- we woke up at 6am. together . didnt even realise. then we went back to sleep. and woke up at 1030am. so EARLY la. yeah. so we just laid in bed cause we were too lazy to do anything. and samantha was afraid to fall sleep again cause she might wake up really really late. then we watched SHUTTER, which was less scary since it was in the morning. yupp. gabriel joined us too but he was so chicken. scared. haha. then we ordered pizza for lunch. i ate half of the pizza. im gonna grow fat. oh no! then we got ready, and headed for LIDO , to meet

nicklaus,jeric,jonathanchua,jeremy,joel,terence and his gf,soon leng,victoria,leo,timothy,leontay,vanessa,jerrold,sidney and derek

we watched InitialD. jaychou was damn funny. it was pretty nice actually. i quite enjoyed it. then we went for dinner. yeah after a long time choosing a restaurant to eat, we ended up at mcdonalds. like what the hell la. yeah. we sat there for like, 1 hr plus. then i headed back with samantha to her house. took a shower. packed my stuff, then went home. ;(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOUSE NICKLAUS ! :]

I don't know what he does to make you cry
but I'll be there to make you smile
I don't have much to give
But to get to you I'd walk a thousand miles
I don't care if he buys you nice things
Does his gifts come from the heart ?
But if you were my girl...
I'd make it so we'd never be apart

But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you...
but my Love is all I have to give

You knowSometimes being on the road is rough
Especially loneliness Girl
I miss you and it's only been one day
Since I have been away
and all the things I need to say
I love to kiss you
and Hold you in my arms
The nights so much longer when you're gone
Baby that's why

I be rushin' over to you whenever you need me
ilu//

balla baby.

2005-06-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

yay.! you know i couldnt sign in in my com because everything's in chinese =
mm... i was suppose to blog like a few days ago. leon is in sports school now. watching the national swimming competition held in his school. smth like that. he cant come back till like friday. i got to get use to it. cause its gonna be like that once school starts :(

anyway. went out with leon and alex on saturday :D

leon came over to my house. slacked a little bit. then cabbd to cine. met alex. watched bat man. we were at the front row. seeshs. AND ALEX AND LEON WERE hitting each other. whahhax. ate sushi. then walked to paragon. met norris. just slacked around la. nothing much.

# BABY BOY YOUR SO DAMN FINE <3
- your so damn fine.

repliess.!!

#1 hi JANSON.
#2 hi DENISE. yup. we will be changing the skin soon.
#3 hello blank.
#4 hello uh-huh. LEON ?!?!?!??!?, i love you :D blah.
#5 sherwin. sherwin. sherwin. you should be HONOURED you know. HEHE >.<
#6 AILIN!!!! <3 i love you still. even though im 2 timing xD

2005-06-17T23:34:00.000+08:00

heyy heyy

went to school today. the stupid teacher wanted to see me and my parents. yes i got scolded for everything from head to toe. yeah. blahblahblah thats all i heard. yeah. and i had a bad flu. dohh.

then i went to samanthas house to study. i did homework ! yay. and she did it, with a bit of sherwins help. haha. sherwin is like a walking dictionary and a walking notebook with most of the answers. haha.

oh im a girlfriend boy! :]

yeah then like, 10 30, i cabbed home. wheee.

i remember how i missed you
how crazy i was
and i was so afraid
that you might be lost

my friends told me
if u really want her from the bottom of your heart
let her go,
and if she came back,
she's yours.

i was afraid to ever let her go
i didnt want her to know
but i did
oh i did

i regretted it so much
maybe my love will come back some day
maybe she'll come back
maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows

and after a long time
yes she came back
so i guess, i guess,
she's mine!

<333

replies.!

2005-06-16T15:20:00.000+08:00

HAHAH. charrr. its you la =)
anyway i miss you, and pard, and val, and jan <3

HI PARDY. iloveyou. you make me SMILE! ahahha. PARDPARD <33
jericc. HI. heh. thnx for tagging. aiyaa. dun care abt them la. all the anon, someone, passerby things are just bored. plain bored yupyup :D

denise. helloo (:
janson. helloo (:

BYEBYE :DD [val is hornyier] <3 i miss my alliance.

cry me a river

2005-06-13T00:21:00.000+08:00

met up with leon and ian at rocky outside ps. at 5 plus? cause leon had a tournament. bought a drink then went to get tickets for MR AND MRS SMITH :D at 8.50. so late so late. ian didnt want to watch. then they went to play arcade. as usual.

after that went to monstercue to meet up with some of their friends. they played pool. then walked back to ps. bought pockey. this time we bought chocolate, strawberry and milk XD the movie was nice >.< leon kept poking me<<

took a taxi home with leon.
OHOH. AND my grey contacts were killing me. actually blinding. ya its like i couldnt see properly =
*Baby im back. I'm here to cater to you; anything you want me to, I'll do it

You; Its All That I've Got

2005-06-10T13:55:00.000+08:00

yay! one more day and sammie will be back. ;] <3<3

this week has been like, a week full of competitions. so crap. im like ubber tired. zzzz.well i went to dome for the last two days to meet santos and sidney. quite fun. lala.

im gonna watch Mr and Mrs Smith on Sunday with sam. yupp yupp. well im off to town to meet Santos , jeric, blah blah etc.

i miss samantha like crazy
even more than words can say
i miss samantha like crazy
every minute of every day.
<3<3

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

2005-06-07T12:15:00.000+08:00

YAY! finally i get to blog.

anyway. its only tuesday. still have 5 more days. grrr. so sad so sad.

yesterday i called leon, and he didnt know it was me =\ talked for so short. cause i got to sleep )):

oh wells, went shopping yst. bought grey contact lenses :DDD and alot of other stuff la. then in the evening had barbeque and sushi -.- doesnt really go together though.

BLAHH.
i miss LEON.
sighs.

Miss you baby girl;

2005-06-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

today went for training at 9 in the morning. so early. sigh. i reached there super early, like, 830. my mum thought there would be a jam. and guess what, NO JAM. zzz. so i reached there so early. went for breakfast first. then went for training. it was wicked. stupid ashwin kept hitting the ball at me. wtf. he nearly killed me. haha. then i went home for lunch at about 1.
went to town after that to meet sidney and santos. went to plaza sing to cut my hair at REDS. not bad la. $35. for a cut and wash . lala. then as usual, they went to dome to play dota. so i went. yeah domed till like 7. then i went back home with santos. he's staying over. we just went for a swim. damn freaking cold. when i was swimming, Sammiee msged me on msn ! grrr. when i came back she went offline. )):

miss you like crazy

2005-06-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

hello.

SAMS GONE. BOOHOOOHOO. she went to malaysia for a week. ;( ;( ;(

today i woke up at like, ....wait i woke up alot of times. leon lim stayed over at my place. and he hardly slept. whole life playing carom. trying to be as good as me. HAHA. yeah then i had to get ready for my tournament in the afternoon. so my mum asked leon lim to join us for lunch. then when we went for lunch, she asked him SO MANY WIERD questions. i felt quite, displeased. so i said, "If u ask him one more wierd question, ill ask friends you invite over next time if they're gay." she stopped asking. HAHA. she's so , irritating at times. haha.

yeah i went for the tournament. hell i was like , just on time. i reached and i heard my name being announced. i RAN like crazy. explains why i played so horribly. haha. then i went for the dinner and ate like a pig. yumm yumm. then samantha told me she was online. so i rushed home to chat with her. yupp yupp yupp.

Its only been a day and im missing you already baby girl.

NO NO; dont phunk with my heart >.<

2005-06-04T02:00:00.000+08:00

i just did another of the picture thingy :DD

went out with leon today ((:

woke up at uhh 11 ? so i guess im the piggywiggy huh. blahh. okay, so went to ps to meet leon at the taxi stand. but he wasnt there, he was watching some astro boy shit show for kiddies. went to buy pockey XD <3 pockey. bought like 3 boxes. then went to buy the tickets for cursed. bought for jeric too. and he was late =____-''' okok, so before the movie we went for lunch. then went to rockys to buy chocobits. then walked to meridian. saw sidney on the way. rahh he dyed his hair blue =] watched zhen wen, desmond and a few others play pool. then walked back to ps. waited waited waited for jeric. cursed was OKAY. kinda nice (:

after the movie we bought another chocobits at rocky. hehe. then walked all the way to cine. saw connie, venelyn and celeste at the traffic light. went to cine. TOOK NEO PRINTS >.< so cute la. played arcade. i was playing some ball thing. BORING. then went to burger king. for mr LARRY. saw claud, ana, dawn and some of their friends there. YAY. said hi and all. i ate this star shape potato. =\ very nice.. yumm. then we forced jeric to put his head in this zebra face thing. you know the zebra in MADAGASCAR. yaya that one. so its like his face is the zebra's face. so funny. he was like UHH NONO. then went to sit at rocky and bought MANGOFROST XDD then went to heeren to meet siangkoon, leon lim, isaac, ven, van, con, cel, some other people. yupyup. then leon lim, sk, leon and i took a cab to kea ailin's hse. siang koon was supposed to sit in the boot la. for being so irritating. dun allow me to take a picture of him. BLAHH (:

OOOH. ailin's hse is sososo nice :D slacked in her room. sk was HOGGING the com pls. yes hogging :T they were playing carom. not DOTA. carom. both just as annoying. then sk left. leon, leon and i were playing sticks >: oh and we were scanning the neos. lala. had pizza for dinner. ailin refused to eat. she says it contains fats =\ whahaha. at abt 11pm we left. took a cab with leon and leon lim home.

THATS ALL <3

#`You keep saying stay the nightJust let me rock you til the morning light

i <3 you

2005-06-02T18:35:00.000+08:00

this is our first entry.
isnt it sexy ?
<33